His knee jerks up at the words and he lets out a quick hiss of pain when it makes contact with the underside of the table but he only absently rubs at the spot that smarts as he lets himself process the words again. A demonstration, that's what Joel has said he wants, and Spencer will be more than happy to give it to him. He's about to say as much when he realizes he's not quite caught up on what's happening in the present, far too stuck on the idea of showing Joel what he can do, what he does when Joel's away at work and Spencer's alone at home, to notice that Joel has already cleared the table off and is pulling him to his feet.
He's completely at Joel's disposable, he's ready to do anything Joel tells him to do, and he never feels as free as he does when he's with his boyfriend, whether it's in bed or out of bed or on this table. He widens his legs, inviting Joel to come closer as he lets his eyes slip shut at the sensation of Joel's fingertips sliding up his back. This is ecstasy, as it always is, knowing that Joel wants to touch him like this; knowing that Joel wants him at all, really, because he's never felt like he's the sort of person who could be desirable. That Joel finds him worth the effort, worth the time and care that he's put into every moment they've spent together, is something that Spencer will never take for granted.
A part of him can't believe that this is actually happening, that Joel really is going to take him on this table, and it only serves to make his cock harden even more. His moan is muffled by Joel's lips on his and lets his hands roam over Joel's back and shoulders, kneading into his muscles as he tries to find a way to make Joel feel as good as he's making Spencer feels right now. The kiss is slow, gentle, and Spencer is aching with desperation but there's always something so wonderful about taking their time because it's a reminder that this isn't the last time. They're not limited to having sex once a night, Spencer has gleefully discovered that already, and even though he's fairly certain that not getting out of these pants sooner than later will only result in disaster, he takes a breath and relaxes into Joel's arms as he imagines Joel sinking slowly into him.
"God, you're incredible," he breathes, eyes still shut as he leans his head back, exposing his neck and letting his lips part. "I'm always wanting you, the way you make me feel, I-- You just know. You're perfect."
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He's completely at Joel's disposable, he's ready to do anything Joel tells him to do, and he never feels as free as he does when he's with his boyfriend, whether it's in bed or out of bed or on this table. He widens his legs, inviting Joel to come closer as he lets his eyes slip shut at the sensation of Joel's fingertips sliding up his back. This is ecstasy, as it always is, knowing that Joel wants to touch him like this; knowing that Joel wants him at all, really, because he's never felt like he's the sort of person who could be desirable. That Joel finds him worth the effort, worth the time and care that he's put into every moment they've spent together, is something that Spencer will never take for granted.
A part of him can't believe that this is actually happening, that Joel really is going to take him on this table, and it only serves to make his cock harden even more. His moan is muffled by Joel's lips on his and lets his hands roam over Joel's back and shoulders, kneading into his muscles as he tries to find a way to make Joel feel as good as he's making Spencer feels right now. The kiss is slow, gentle, and Spencer is aching with desperation but there's always something so wonderful about taking their time because it's a reminder that this isn't the last time. They're not limited to having sex once a night, Spencer has gleefully discovered that already, and even though he's fairly certain that not getting out of these pants sooner than later will only result in disaster, he takes a breath and relaxes into Joel's arms as he imagines Joel sinking slowly into him.
"God, you're incredible," he breathes, eyes still shut as he leans his head back, exposing his neck and letting his lips part. "I'm always wanting you, the way you make me feel, I-- You just know. You're perfect."