He shakes his head when Joel says he's amazing, when Joel struggles to find more to say, and it's not because he wants to deny that his boyfriend thinks these things but Spencer understands. There's very little either of them could say to properly describe what this is, how powerful it is or how utterly satisfying it is to know that they're able to make each other feel like this. The connection they have surpasses anything Spencer has ever known, it's not something he could ever have hoped to learn just by reading a book, and he continues to be in awe of the fact that he's found someone who treats him so incredibly well every second of every day, someone who never causes him to doubt how much he cares, someone who actually wants to make him happy rather than take advantage of Spencer's desire to do the same.
At the feel of Joel's hand around him, Spencer lets out a trembling whimper as his entire body shudders from the contact. He's not in much of a position to do anything other than let Joel take over, which he's more than okay with because Joel knows all the right ways to make him squirm and moan and feel so good. He wants more, always wants more, and his hips arch up in desperation so that his cock is sliding up and down Joel's fist.
This isn't how he'd imagined the evening would go--though that's not exactly true, he had imagined that they'd end up naked in bed together at some point or another but he'd expected making it through a full meal and holding hands out on the fire escape while they watched the fireworks first. He's not disappointed that the original plan is being altered, he couldn't possibly be thanks to the way Joel's touching him, because they're going to have other Fourths, they're going to share other holidays that call for fireworks together, and he loves that he can think that way. He loves that he can see so vividly see Joel involved in every aspect of his future, though he's just a tad distracted by how incredible that alone is when Joel is twisting his hand in a way that makes Spencer yelp with surprised pleasure.
His hips buck again when Joel flicks his tongue against Spencer's other nipple and Spencer reaches his arms up so he can tug at his own hair, wondering not for the first time what it would be like to be completely restrained with Joel taking over. "Do you even know what you do to me?" he groans, his hands falling against the table and grasping for something but finding nothing. "God, I'd do anything to make you feel as good as this."
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Date: 2014-07-16 10:16 pm (UTC)At the feel of Joel's hand around him, Spencer lets out a trembling whimper as his entire body shudders from the contact. He's not in much of a position to do anything other than let Joel take over, which he's more than okay with because Joel knows all the right ways to make him squirm and moan and feel so good. He wants more, always wants more, and his hips arch up in desperation so that his cock is sliding up and down Joel's fist.
This isn't how he'd imagined the evening would go--though that's not exactly true, he had imagined that they'd end up naked in bed together at some point or another but he'd expected making it through a full meal and holding hands out on the fire escape while they watched the fireworks first. He's not disappointed that the original plan is being altered, he couldn't possibly be thanks to the way Joel's touching him, because they're going to have other Fourths, they're going to share other holidays that call for fireworks together, and he loves that he can think that way. He loves that he can see so vividly see Joel involved in every aspect of his future, though he's just a tad distracted by how incredible that alone is when Joel is twisting his hand in a way that makes Spencer yelp with surprised pleasure.
His hips buck again when Joel flicks his tongue against Spencer's other nipple and Spencer reaches his arms up so he can tug at his own hair, wondering not for the first time what it would be like to be completely restrained with Joel taking over. "Do you even know what you do to me?" he groans, his hands falling against the table and grasping for something but finding nothing. "God, I'd do anything to make you feel as good as this."