This is the part Joel always has trouble with, but it's the part he wants to be better at for Spencer. All he knows is what whenever Spencer speaks, whenever he says any of the delightfully dirty things that seem so unexpected, his body responds almost immediately. Spencer asks if Joel pictures him on his knees and already he can feel himself responding, his cock twitching even though he's come not all that long ago. There's just something about it, something about hearing those words coming out of Spencer's mouth that sends Joel almost right back to the edge. Obviously no one else has ever said such things to him before, but it's more than that. It's not just that it's new, it's that these things are being said by Spencer and even though it's not the first time, it still surprised Joel a little and he grins against Spencer's ribs.
And he knows he has to try. If he sounds stupid, he's sure Spencer won't laugh at him, and if he stutters or fumbles for words, he's sure all Spencer will do is drag him up for a kiss so he relaxes.
"I think about..." His lips brush Spencer's side, traveling up toward his nipple again where he swirls his tongue around it. "I think about you on your knees, yeah. Sucking my cock. I think about you surprising me when you get home, not saying a word, just pulling me into the nearest room and undoing my pants and..." He has to stop, only because he does think about it a lot and even just saying it makes him want to arch his hips down, searching for some kind of friction against his cock. He's not even hard, not yet anyway, but the need is still there.
"I think about watching you," he whispers, pressing a kiss to the place where Spencer's ribs meet in the centre of his chest. He rolls onto him more completely, pressing his weight down on either side of Spencer's body, supporting himself on his elbows. "About you touching yourself. I like that. I like thinking about... not being able to touch you, not at first, having to just watch you." He thinks it would just about drive him crazy, but certainly not in a bad way. There's something deeply appealing about the idea of having Spencer being completely in control like that, of having him touch himself for Joel until he decides when Joel can actually join him in bed, when he's allowed to touch him. Because Spencer might not realize it, but he has all the control. There's nothing in the world he could say that Joel would refuse.
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Date: 2014-07-30 12:29 pm (UTC)And he knows he has to try. If he sounds stupid, he's sure Spencer won't laugh at him, and if he stutters or fumbles for words, he's sure all Spencer will do is drag him up for a kiss so he relaxes.
"I think about..." His lips brush Spencer's side, traveling up toward his nipple again where he swirls his tongue around it. "I think about you on your knees, yeah. Sucking my cock. I think about you surprising me when you get home, not saying a word, just pulling me into the nearest room and undoing my pants and..." He has to stop, only because he does think about it a lot and even just saying it makes him want to arch his hips down, searching for some kind of friction against his cock. He's not even hard, not yet anyway, but the need is still there.
"I think about watching you," he whispers, pressing a kiss to the place where Spencer's ribs meet in the centre of his chest. He rolls onto him more completely, pressing his weight down on either side of Spencer's body, supporting himself on his elbows. "About you touching yourself. I like that. I like thinking about... not being able to touch you, not at first, having to just watch you." He thinks it would just about drive him crazy, but certainly not in a bad way. There's something deeply appealing about the idea of having Spencer being completely in control like that, of having him touch himself for Joel until he decides when Joel can actually join him in bed, when he's allowed to touch him. Because Spencer might not realize it, but he has all the control. There's nothing in the world he could say that Joel would refuse.