That Spencer not only likes the idea, but is encouraging it right now sends a ripple of pleasure down Joel's spine and he moves happily down the bed, his hands smoothing over Spencer's side as he settles between his legs and there's something perfectly indecent in the way Spencer just spreads his legs for him. It speaks of the trust between them and Joel knows he thinks about it a lot, but it's what makes everything they do feel so important. Spencer trusts him, he trusts him in ways no one has ever trusted him before and Joel returns it easily, because this man, this perfect, incredible man, he's proven himself to be a good person. He is, without a doubt, the best person Joel has ever known and he's here because he wants to be, they both want to be, and Joel knows how important that is. It's important to him and he knows it wouldn't matter to anyone, but it matters to them and that's just one small part of why they want.
Rubbing his cheek against Spencer's thigh, he slides his hand up, circling the base of his cock before he flashes a smile and ducks his head. "I'll always want you," he murmurs and he knows it's true. More than anything he's said in a long time, he knows he'll always want Spencer, he'll always want to be with him, and not just like this. He wants to be just be with Spencer, he wants to spend time with him, he doesn't want this sort of relationship with anyone else and he can't imagine that changing, not when Spencer is exactly the right person for him. Joel has never been so sure of anything before. He shifts, lifting Spencer's cock, taking him into his mouth and it's a completely different sensation than all the other times he's done this, but it's exactly what he'd said he wants.
One of his hands slides up Spencer's body, just wanting to touch him, wanting to hold on as he takes his cock deeper into his mouth and he can feel it happening. He can feel Spencer getting hard against his tongue and between his lips and he doesn't know why, but that simple sensation sends sparks of such intense pleasure rushing through him that he has to grind his hips down against the bed, a low moan rumbling deep in his throat. Maybe it's the knowledge that he's doing this, he's responsible for making Spencer feel this good. They're together and he's laid Spencer down in this bed completely satisfied not so long ago and now he's here again, his boyfriend's cock getting hard in his mouth and he's never imagined himself at being particularly good in bed, has never really had reason to care, but it gives him a little surge of confidence.
No one else matters. So long as he can do this to Spencer, Joel knows he'll be happy for the rest of his life. He groans again, using his tongue, his cheeks hollowing as his head slowly begins to bob and he gropes blindly, looking for one of Spencer's hands. He gaze flicks up, wanting to see Spencer, wanting to be able to take his hand, wanting to know exactly how he's making him feel.
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Date: 2014-08-01 01:59 pm (UTC)Rubbing his cheek against Spencer's thigh, he slides his hand up, circling the base of his cock before he flashes a smile and ducks his head. "I'll always want you," he murmurs and he knows it's true. More than anything he's said in a long time, he knows he'll always want Spencer, he'll always want to be with him, and not just like this. He wants to be just be with Spencer, he wants to spend time with him, he doesn't want this sort of relationship with anyone else and he can't imagine that changing, not when Spencer is exactly the right person for him. Joel has never been so sure of anything before. He shifts, lifting Spencer's cock, taking him into his mouth and it's a completely different sensation than all the other times he's done this, but it's exactly what he'd said he wants.
One of his hands slides up Spencer's body, just wanting to touch him, wanting to hold on as he takes his cock deeper into his mouth and he can feel it happening. He can feel Spencer getting hard against his tongue and between his lips and he doesn't know why, but that simple sensation sends sparks of such intense pleasure rushing through him that he has to grind his hips down against the bed, a low moan rumbling deep in his throat. Maybe it's the knowledge that he's doing this, he's responsible for making Spencer feel this good. They're together and he's laid Spencer down in this bed completely satisfied not so long ago and now he's here again, his boyfriend's cock getting hard in his mouth and he's never imagined himself at being particularly good in bed, has never really had reason to care, but it gives him a little surge of confidence.
No one else matters. So long as he can do this to Spencer, Joel knows he'll be happy for the rest of his life. He groans again, using his tongue, his cheeks hollowing as his head slowly begins to bob and he gropes blindly, looking for one of Spencer's hands. He gaze flicks up, wanting to see Spencer, wanting to be able to take his hand, wanting to know exactly how he's making him feel.