Later, it'll occur to Spencer that they'd gone from zero to sixty, from painstakingly horrified over the fact that he'd woken up in an entirely different body to more than happy to be using this opportunity to explore uncharted territory in their relationship, but while it may seem a bit odd to someone outside of the two of them, Spencer won't be able to say he's surprised. The second Joel had realized it was really him, the second he'd seen Spencer's aura and that unmistakable column of energy between them, Spencer had felt a relief so strong that it'd nearly knocked him over. The initial panic of discovering that he's a woman hadn't lasted long, if only because of the way Joel's been touching him, and Spencer isn't sure if he'll be this calm about the situation in an hour or two hours or tomorrow but the important thing is that right now, he's with his husband. He's with Joel, who loves him more than anyone has ever loved him, and Spencer's body still has tremors coursing through it after the orgasm that had shaken him so when Joel finally pulls his fingers from him--with a moan of protest, for the record, even though Spencer already knows what's next--and lines his cock up at Spencer's entrance, he isn't even sure anymore whether all of this is real or simply a very intense and remarkable dream.
The push of Joel's cock reminds him that this is, indeed, real, and he's promised to tell Joel if it hurts but he isn't sure that the pressure he's feeling between his legs really counts as pain. It's similar to what he'd felt during their first time together, though Joel slips into him much more easily now than he had then, and Spencer knows this is a different kind of tight than he usually is but still, the feel of the first inch of his husband's cock slowly pressing into him makes him gasp, and he reaches out to grip Joel's shoulders as his jaw drops. "W--Wait, oh god," he breathes, trying to steady his breaths and focus his eyes on Joel's. Everything looks blurry right now but that doesn't matter yet, all that matters is the fact that his husband is fucking him while he's in a female body and it's all so new that he's just still trying to adjust.
"It doesn't hurt," he assures quickly, not wanting Joel to think this has all been a mistake because it hasn't, it doesn't hurt, he just needs half a moment. "It's just-- I'm-- I'm sensitive." He knows Joel doesn't necessarily need the explanation, he'd be willing to give Spencer as much time as he needs, but he wants to make sure that Joel doesn't pull out of him. Instead, he swallows hard and spreads his legs further, inviting Joel deeper inside of him and shuddering as he feels the next inch push in, then the next and the next, and he's always been more than satisfied with the generous length of his husband's cock but Spencer is rendered speechless now by just how unbelievably deep Joel can sink into him like this. He could come again right now, he thinks, and he lowers one hand between them to rub small circles at his clit the way Joel had been doing as he watches the space between his legs until Joel has bottomed out. It's sensory overload, he can't stop clenching and loosening his muscles but judging by the look on Joel's face, his husband doesn't seem to mind all that much.
It won't be the first time--nor the last--that Joel has made him come more than once in a day but knowing that he could have one after another without any real cap to speak of is exhilarating, it's liberating, it means he doesn't have to hold back because when he's in his regular body, Spencer always has to make sure that he doesn't come too quickly. It's never been a problem, he and Joel almost always come nearly at the same, but he can release himself of whatever tension he might be holding onto now. For Joel's sake, not just his own, Spencer knows they have to move relatively slowly but then again, perhaps that's a good thing. They should take their time with this, especially when it's like they're sharing a first time together all over again.
He tilts his head up so he can catch Joel's lips in a kiss, swirling his tongue around his husband's as they stay like this for a moment, letting Spencer adjust to the way Joel has filled him--and he's always loved that feeling, has always loved the way they fit so perfectly together like they were just made to be together, and that hasn't gone away with this body--and he takes Joel's bottom lip between his teeth, leaning back until his releases it with a soft smile. "This is perfect," he murmurs, and he means it. The way this morning has gone has only reasserted the well-known fact that Joel will always be there for him, no other option is even worth considering. "You and I, we're perfect, and I love you so much."
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The push of Joel's cock reminds him that this is, indeed, real, and he's promised to tell Joel if it hurts but he isn't sure that the pressure he's feeling between his legs really counts as pain. It's similar to what he'd felt during their first time together, though Joel slips into him much more easily now than he had then, and Spencer knows this is a different kind of tight than he usually is but still, the feel of the first inch of his husband's cock slowly pressing into him makes him gasp, and he reaches out to grip Joel's shoulders as his jaw drops. "W--Wait, oh god," he breathes, trying to steady his breaths and focus his eyes on Joel's. Everything looks blurry right now but that doesn't matter yet, all that matters is the fact that his husband is fucking him while he's in a female body and it's all so new that he's just still trying to adjust.
"It doesn't hurt," he assures quickly, not wanting Joel to think this has all been a mistake because it hasn't, it doesn't hurt, he just needs half a moment. "It's just-- I'm-- I'm sensitive." He knows Joel doesn't necessarily need the explanation, he'd be willing to give Spencer as much time as he needs, but he wants to make sure that Joel doesn't pull out of him. Instead, he swallows hard and spreads his legs further, inviting Joel deeper inside of him and shuddering as he feels the next inch push in, then the next and the next, and he's always been more than satisfied with the generous length of his husband's cock but Spencer is rendered speechless now by just how unbelievably deep Joel can sink into him like this. He could come again right now, he thinks, and he lowers one hand between them to rub small circles at his clit the way Joel had been doing as he watches the space between his legs until Joel has bottomed out. It's sensory overload, he can't stop clenching and loosening his muscles but judging by the look on Joel's face, his husband doesn't seem to mind all that much.
It won't be the first time--nor the last--that Joel has made him come more than once in a day but knowing that he could have one after another without any real cap to speak of is exhilarating, it's liberating, it means he doesn't have to hold back because when he's in his regular body, Spencer always has to make sure that he doesn't come too quickly. It's never been a problem, he and Joel almost always come nearly at the same, but he can release himself of whatever tension he might be holding onto now. For Joel's sake, not just his own, Spencer knows they have to move relatively slowly but then again, perhaps that's a good thing. They should take their time with this, especially when it's like they're sharing a first time together all over again.
He tilts his head up so he can catch Joel's lips in a kiss, swirling his tongue around his husband's as they stay like this for a moment, letting Spencer adjust to the way Joel has filled him--and he's always loved that feeling, has always loved the way they fit so perfectly together like they were just made to be together, and that hasn't gone away with this body--and he takes Joel's bottom lip between his teeth, leaning back until his releases it with a soft smile. "This is perfect," he murmurs, and he means it. The way this morning has gone has only reasserted the well-known fact that Joel will always be there for him, no other option is even worth considering. "You and I, we're perfect, and I love you so much."